My life was at an end i had felt. I had no more excuses to live in this wore out earth suit. I longed for a natural escape from the guilt that would haunt me with suicide. Surely I was to expire without having had what i have earned threw my trials. Because of her I live and fear leaving this existence. Flesh is no longer a burden but is desired. My skin burns with anticipation of every moment with her. " Life Made Me To Love "